Time for a rant - I am feeling extremely sad, angry an disillusioned all at the same time. I hate the fact that one person can have such a detrimental affect on something that is supposed to be fun.
Just when I thought things had finally settled down and we were getting back to some semblance of normality and understanding out of the blue comes a severe punch to the guts. I feel seriously deflated and fed up. I will have my mope but I refuse to let this person ruin a good thing and our fun. Knee jerk reaction - get f*@!d, I don't need this - I'm tired of your crap! Clear head - well some people just have a knack for upsetting others and not being able to see things from different angles. So - stay away from them and do our own thing anyway. I will continue to enjoy time with those that I consider to be good friends, be polite to the ones that irritate the heck out of me and spend as little time as possible with them. The worst part is though it doesn't just affect me - I feel sorry for those in our close knit group that also have to put up with the crap. I do not wish this person any harm however I would be more than happy to never have to lay eyes on them again!
I was so enjoying a renewed enthusiasm and direction with stuff, now it feels like back to square one.
I intend to pick myself up, dust myself off and continue on ........(although its days like today that you have to ask yourself 'Why?')
2 comments:
I know it was a boo-boo but to say that this person cannot see from different angels - was I think very pertinent. We all have things or 'little voices' that guide us and I just think that this person's 'little voices' were over-ruled by dislike of self, lack of love for self and a over-riding need for negative validation therefore making those around her dislike her.
Remember one person doesn't make a group how ever important they think they are.
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